i dream of him over amd over, no longer memories, but me as i've become and as always in notorios kurtis white. danny says i shouldn't worry about his existance ...any ideas?

New home, new job, new Wii, new kid...new me? Melinda Faith is already starting to stand (soon she'll be walking) and trying to talk, and she's not even seven months! Internet on the Wii sure is interesting though. Hopefully we can get a keyboard soon, because this damn thing is driving me nuts! And Danny's no help! We're trying to potty train Miss LillyAnn, but her little naked self has already peed on the floor this morning. I'll have to find a way to get pictures of the girls on soon so every one can see them. I'm working on a new story...but it's coming along kinda slow, between the work, the kids and of course the biggest kid of all... But life is pretty good these days, considering. Well I hope to hear from some of you soon. Bye! (Melinda Faith: "Glah gar gah!" LillyAnn: "Weda Faif!")

My new baby is due any day and I don't have a computer and I don't have internet and Lilly is 18 months old. Therefore....I don't currently exist. But I still love you all.

Yay!!! I got cable internet as an early Christmas present yesterday. Very exciting. Lilly is nearly four months old now, will be on the 14th. I'm pretty sure that she's teething too. I'm trying to get as much time to myself as I can but mostly my time is being Mommy or being a wife. Who knew that you could seem to lose ones own sence of self as a mommy? But I'm still enjoying it. Lilly and Puppy make me so very happy. I can't help but smile when Lilly smiles at me. Oh and Lilly is my Little Puppy, becasue she growls and she' is just like her Daddy...except a girl. And a beutiful girl at that! Can you tell how happy she makes me? I could just go on about her forever. I'm so excited about her first Christmas too! We watched "The Grinch Who Stole Christmas" 50th aniversary dvd tonight too! I'm sooo excited. and I'm soooooo happy to be back!

well, i'm sure that this will be short because lilly is eatting right now and it's not the easiest thing to type while there's a kid atached to you. she was born on the morning of 8-14. she was practicly 8 lbs, and at her 2 week check up was already 9 lbs. she's beautiful and healthy and is keeping me on a 2 hour schedual. my mom and dad are in town right now, but they'll be leaving in the morning. my mother and sister were here last week and we had a good visit. my momo was there for the labor and delivery, and is so excited to have her great-granddaughter in the world. every one loves and treasures lilly so much. and i certainlly can't blame them, she is so precious to me and danny. danny is a good daddy, and he loves her so much. well lilly is done and i need to get her home. i'll get pics up soon i hope. I have pics i just don't have time tonight.